Thanks man, and thanks to the community, I have been feeling really bad, plus my week got even worse since the last update, car got two flat tires, my sister was placed on a antibiotic that she has never taken and had a allergic reaction and almost stopped breathing and I rushed her to the hospital over that, ex and I haven't spoke a word to each other in a week now, and I almost ran a baby rabbit over with my four wheeler and so I wouldn't kill the rabbit, I ran my four wheeler in to a ditch and tore up the front end. Rains it pours.
O let me add to this, stuck using dial up internet for now as well because I moved in with my sister for now until I get my new apartment. I can't wait for Sabre to come out, still my only hope..... I keep checking, hoping to see it show up. :(
Don't worry tho, Ill put things back together eventually, just crazy times right now. My friends from my squadron I use to serve with in the Navy spoke to me about everything and they have always known me for not giving in to stuff like this so that boosted me some.